plans for twenty oh-nine

well, i have a few plans for 2009. it looks to be a very, very busy year.

January I get to see an old friend... Which I havn't seen for 6 years. So you can say its been a while. Also I start my spring semester at city college. I will be taking Math 103 (algebra 2), Biology 3, Linguistics 11, painting (oil/acrylics), and speech 25(argumentation). looks to be a busy semester with 18 units. though I may change things around. my teus/thurs are shot.

February is pretty slim on things to do, mainly getting settled into the college groove and all. Youth Retreat will be going on that month and I deff plan on going.

March I am planning on going to Ireland! The old friend that I mentioned has decided to take over my life and signed me up for a trip. hope I get my passport in time. heh.

April... meh, boring!

May though, now the 2nd is my birthday. I turn 21 and now I legally not drink, or something. wow though, twenty-one. I remember as a kid thinking about being that old and it seemed so far away. its almost here!

June: out of school woo woo! did I mention that math class is going to be at 6 am... SLEEPING IN!!!!!

July is Youth Camp, both weeks. Apparently I am the best pots/pans guy they've ever had. How bad were those guys exactly??? but I am searching for a mega-SuperSoaker. If anyone has any idea on where to find one it would be appreciated. I havn't seen the good ones since I was a kid.

Also this summer there is supposedly going to be a couple months teaching english in Peru. I would love to do this but I don't know where I will find the time. I don't want to sacrifice going to camp, but this is more of a one time deal. we will see.

come fall I will attempt to return to school, and possibly transfer to State. *salivates at the idea* I really cannot wait to go! Gonna get my teaching credential and in two years start making some money. or at least start working. I just have to make sure my impatience does not get the best of me. The more patient I am I may be able to get my masters at the same time I get my credential. Which means more moolah! (yes, I said moolah!)

I would like to spend 2009 single, as I have spent 2008. This year I've questioned a lot of things and learned a lot about myself. plus if I get a girlfriend I have to spend money on her, keeping me from spending it on important things like Nerf guns and SuperSoakers!

Speaking of Nerf guns, I just bought two. In addition to the one I already have. lol! The yellow pistol I already had. bought that a little while ago.

PostThanksgiving Blog

well, I had an awesome thanksgiving weekend. Went to my grandmothers on Thursday where I pigged out and had soooo much food. woooooah man was it good too. Friday I did a rare thing and actually slept until noon. usually I wake up before then whether I want to or not but this time I did. After I got up I went and played Hockey for two, maybe three, hours. Which was awesomeness. total awesomeness. after that I went home and enjoyed my evening. The next morning, which was saturday, I went to my Aunt and Uncle's house. And saw my favoritest cousin EVER! She is da bomb. Say anything bad to me and she'll kick you're behind to china.

In other news, I'm attempting to expand my artistic skills to comic book making. well, comic making. I and a friend are discussing the creation of a Webcomic. I'll attempt to post updates about it and let people know if it ever comes to fruition... funny word... fruition. lol.

ACTION NEWS REPORT

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It would appear that the invasion by aliens has been postponed for another thousand or so years. Apparently they are waiting for us to develop mass use of robots in daily life and are not a suitable "futuristic" world for them to conquer.

Today is an important day for science! The world's only Snorgalar has finally been captured. Scientists are currently at a bidding war for the right to examine it. At the lead is the famed Doctor Kevorkian with 3 trillion dollars.

In Hollywood, it is now illegal for reporters to record any celebrity that is on a drunken binge and has a blood alcohol count over the legal limit. When asked why in a press conference, the reply was "These scandalous people are responsible for ruining the images of our children's precious role models. I cannot believe it has actually come to this but it is necessary." It was not clarified on how exactly the reporters were responsible for the drunken rampages that have been recorded.

In fashion, the world's smartest man has apparently gotten the answer wrong. When his wife asked him if her dress made her look fat he answered her honestly. The police are currently looking for his body.

In politics, it would appear that mickey mouse would be a better choice!

In other news, life has not yet ended as we know it. We are currently waiting for the Large Haleron Collider to create wormholes in the center of the earth.

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who I am

Who am I?
And what am I?
There are so many answers
In my mind Sigh

my first name is john
my last name is kimbley
which is all ado and fine
but that does not describe me

My mind is a constant jumble
thinking things impossible
my conversation a fumble
my words are quite nonsensical

If I at any time make sense
consider it a fluke
and if you find me quite a mess
please forgive and dont rebuke

I may not fit your status quo
I may not seem to fit
but i do not care for all that you know
what you see, my dear, is what you get

So if you would be a friend
and hang out for a while
then leave a random comment please
and make me crack a smile

My God

A few questions I have asked at my low times.

Why am I Your child?
What purpose do you have for me?
A life impure by sin defiled,
Is there something that I can achieve?

Ive failed and failed and yet failed again
Ive begged for forgiveness
will you forgive me again?

Dear God, will You help me?
would you touch me one more time?
Though other souls are more deserving,
would you have mercy on mine?

Musings

We breathe and fly and ne'er die
We live and soar o'er earthly floor
We laugh and see across the sea

and beauty is found with angels surround
and love is discovered with hearts uncovered
and we are together with souls fettered.

You are what I see
You are what sets me free
You are what touches that deepest part of me

Goodbye Cruel World

well, goodbye cruel world. i am no longer going to think of you. your sad reality plagues me with depression. i really cant stand it anymore. so im done, i quit. no longer am i going to be sad and mopey. but im going to smile and laugh and not care about anything anymore. Really, what is wrong with this world. everywhere you turn there is another nightmare, everytime you wake up from a bad dream you wish for sleep again because its not really better. Turn the radio on and all you hear is bombs guns and lies. there really is no patriotism in America anymore, your democrat republican or worse. no one seems to care! where is the American Spirit? Where is Uncle Sam? Our culture has shifted from Country First to Me First. we feel bad we dont like what we hear? well then just plug in your ipod that you tailor made just to block out everything you dont want. including the things you need. like a sharp dose of life! look around! take that stupid hoodie off! its like a horses blinders, all you see is straight ahead. all you think is what song do i want to listen to next. all you feel is what you want. now thats a sad reality. and thats not me. Yeah i see the bad stuff, i hear the horrible stuff, and yet i will not block it out. i will accept it. because it is going to get worse. i will accept that its going to be there, i cant change that. but that doesnt mean im going to run away. no. God put me on this earth to live breath and be a witness for Him. I cant do that if all i worry about is me, and never a care about anyone else. I see the studied blank faces and i wonder. why? why cant you smile? it's sad when the only time someone smiles at you is when they like you. This is the best day, if you will only let it! the day in which you live in is the best day ever, because thats the time when you can make a difference. smile bigger, laugh harder, and live happier.

Thoughts today

well, just thought i would put down some things that i think about today.

its friday, and as i was emailing a good friend of mine i invented this really cool line. its basically a rebuke for demonic spawn... ahem.

Return from whence you came thou iniquitous spawn of the eternal wretched nightmare that plagues children with growing pains and toothaches!

I thought the line was rather ingenious!

well, im at work today, i hope it doesnt turn out boring or anything. we will see. i have hockey tonight, directly following that will be a skit to practice and then i dont know what ill be doin. we will see... we will see.

First Post Sept 11, 2008

This is my introduction, just thought i would explain. This is about me, my mind and imagination running its full course. I will say what i honestly feel without restraint. Do not think me egotistical or bragging, i am no great person and do not claim to be anything more than what i am. a normal human being. with faults and failures just like everyone else. just like you. so read my story, my stories, my mind.

life is full of surprises, so even though you know they're coming just let them jump out and yell to make them happy because really, no one wants a sad surprise.

I would like to take the time to mention that i am starting this on September 11. think for a minute on the lives lost and the courageous efforts of the rescue teams. Also, a genuine salute to the men and women who serve our country and have given their lives to protect it. thank you.