Goodbye Cruel World

well, goodbye cruel world. i am no longer going to think of you. your sad reality plagues me with depression. i really cant stand it anymore. so im done, i quit. no longer am i going to be sad and mopey. but im going to smile and laugh and not care about anything anymore. Really, what is wrong with this world. everywhere you turn there is another nightmare, everytime you wake up from a bad dream you wish for sleep again because its not really better. Turn the radio on and all you hear is bombs guns and lies. there really is no patriotism in America anymore, your democrat republican or worse. no one seems to care! where is the American Spirit? Where is Uncle Sam? Our culture has shifted from Country First to Me First. we feel bad we dont like what we hear? well then just plug in your ipod that you tailor made just to block out everything you dont want. including the things you need. like a sharp dose of life! look around! take that stupid hoodie off! its like a horses blinders, all you see is straight ahead. all you think is what song do i want to listen to next. all you feel is what you want. now thats a sad reality. and thats not me. Yeah i see the bad stuff, i hear the horrible stuff, and yet i will not block it out. i will accept it. because it is going to get worse. i will accept that its going to be there, i cant change that. but that doesnt mean im going to run away. no. God put me on this earth to live breath and be a witness for Him. I cant do that if all i worry about is me, and never a care about anyone else. I see the studied blank faces and i wonder. why? why cant you smile? it's sad when the only time someone smiles at you is when they like you. This is the best day, if you will only let it! the day in which you live in is the best day ever, because thats the time when you can make a difference. smile bigger, laugh harder, and live happier.